Dear my love, New York City,
It’s Shannon, here. You know, your loyal girlfriend for the past two years. Today actually marks our two-year anniversary.
I wasn’t exactly sure how to tell this to your face, but I think we need a break.
Trust me, it’s not you, it’s me. You were never insincere about who you were; you were always honest. I think I just played into a fantasy of you. I loved the idea that you could give me everything I always wanted. I’ve had this imagine in my head since I’ve been a little girl, that you would be the one to save me, fix me, make me happy.
But that’s just not the case anymore.
Believe me when I say I haven’t fallen out of love with you. The reasons I initially fell in love with you are still there, but I can’t keep pretending that I’m happy in this tumultuous relationship with you when I’m not.
So, because I love and care for you so much, I’m going to give you one month to see if I can see myself continuing in this relationship.
Now remember New York, I’m not saying this to scare you or test you, but I think I’ve given pretty much all I can to you up until this point, so I need to think carefully about where our future together lies.
You will have my final decision on July 3rd, 2014.
All My Love,